Its been 3 Month since i wrote the last time here on blogger. I had a really heavy sport accident by one of our games. Now its better, i can walk now a bit, but my mood is more worse then before.

Yesterday i became the message that it could be that i have to be operated another time. Because the blood, have been grown together with the flesh around.

I don't want this. I still have to repeat 6 Exams. Wenn ich must be operated one more time, i will miss another 6 of them. that would be 12 Exams to repeat.

The thing which more pisses me off, is that my leg is still lot functionell. I love it to run, to be sporty. That the thing which let me feel a bit better. The doctor said after a half year, i can start with sport again. What will happen when i need to have another OP?

Everything disturbes me. F*ck that.... damn... i hope that i will can do sport after 6 Month, when i need to have this OP.

Tomorrow i have to went to hospital there they will look after it, and then i will know what's the next step. Please let it be good... i don't want another OP, i don't want this Pain.